so much

There is just so much to do now. Its pretty good that I'm really occupied. I'm scared...of taking out my wisdom teeth this month... 4 of them via oral surgery! Man it's going to really suck. I love my iPod touch. It's so great to listen to at work and everything. Co-op is almost over. I like it there and don't really want to go back to school yet....Random post but yeah...

Nice guy

Again and again......nice guys always seem to finish last don't they?

I'll have to see if I can save this.....or maybe I'm just misinterpreting...

I've had a bad feeling about this lately. It has been bothering me like crazy! I woke up so many times the other night....and woke up a fewer times last night probably because I was sleepy. However, I did still wake up at 5 and couldn't go back to sleep. Man, this sucks.

I thought me and her had it going on.....but really....how long is the dating phase? People date, and then end up having a relationship right? But what do people like her and Cindy see it as? You go on a couple of dates and then....___? I have no idea.

But anyways, I messaged Cindy about this stuff and here is what was conversed so far. I just have to get an answer later.

Jimmy: Hey cindy! I’m a bit curious about something that I wanted to ask you about lol… what do you think joee thinks about me? lol

Cindy: lol... so random.. but if you want to know... she thinks you're a really great and awesome friend... and she said she's glad to have gone to the formal with you =)... is that what you were looking for? lol

Jimmy: hmmm i think that was the answer i didn't want to hear the most....unless i'm misinterpreting it. the word friend is always a killer lol... i know that she doesn't like relationships and only wants to date, but i'm kind of confused on what that means now. are people who she 'dates' considered her friends....? i mean what have me and her been doing? those dates we've been going on. nowadays people just like straight get into relationships which is always bad. i'm a big fan of dating lol. but doesn't if dating works out it leads to other stuff? hmmm. i thought she does like me like me, but i do have that feeling that what you're saying is right. its also hard to figure it out since joee is so friendly lol. i hope i'm not making the same mistake AGAIN....where i'm too nice to the girl and not aggressive enough...hmm i might have to ask her about this stuff lol..

I'm going to try to hang out with Joee this Saturday, and I'm going to have to have a talk with her.

I really hope this works out......she was somebody I like clicked instantly with and everything has been pretty smooth.......until now...

by the way i really like this picture..