I'll have to see if I can save this.....or maybe I'm just misinterpreting...
I've had a bad feeling about this lately. It has been bothering me like crazy! I woke up so many times the other night....and woke up a fewer times last night probably because I was sleepy. However, I did still wake up at 5 and couldn't go back to sleep. Man, this sucks.
I thought me and her had it going on.....but really....how long is the dating phase? People date, and then end up having a relationship right? But what do people like her and Cindy see it as? You go on a couple of dates and then....___? I have no idea.
But anyways, I messaged Cindy about this stuff and here is what was conversed so far. I just have to get an answer later.
Jimmy: Hey cindy! I’m a bit curious about something that I wanted to ask you about lol… what do you think joee thinks about me? lol
Cindy: lol... so random.. but if you want to know... she thinks you're a really great and awesome friend... and she said she's glad to have gone to the formal with you =)... is that what you were looking for? lol
Jimmy: hmmm i think that was the answer i didn't want to hear the most....unless i'm misinterpreting it. the word friend is always a killer lol... i know that she doesn't like relationships and only wants to date, but i'm kind of confused on what that means now. are people who she 'dates' considered her friends....? i mean what have me and her been doing? those dates we've been going on. nowadays people just like straight get into relationships which is always bad. i'm a big fan of dating lol. but doesn't if dating works out it leads to other stuff? hmmm. i thought she does like me like me, but i do have that feeling that what you're saying is right. its also hard to figure it out since joee is so friendly lol. i hope i'm not making the same mistake AGAIN....where i'm too nice to the girl and not aggressive enough...hmm i might have to ask her about this stuff lol..
I'm going to try to hang out with Joee this Saturday, and I'm going to have to have a talk with her.
I really hope this works out......she was somebody I like clicked instantly with and everything has been pretty smooth.......until now...
by the way i really like this picture..
